Not your Average Dream
Each night, our minds drift beyond the edges of reality, into places that make no sense, yet feel strangely true.
Not Your Average Dream is a podcast by Matt Brennan exploring the surreal stories that surface between sleep and waking, where imagination becomes memory, and memory becomes something else entirely.
These dreams are raw, unfiltered, and sometimes profound. Matt doesn’t claim to understand them; he just tries to remember them.
Not your Average Dream
The Sphere - A Dream of Transformation and Control
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When a mysterious sphere lands deep in the Arizona desert, the world begins to change quietly, at first.
Faces deform. Identities rewrite themselves. And the air hums with a signal no one can hear.
In this haunting sci-fi dream, Matt Brennan follows the trail of the infected to the origin point: a sphere buried beneath the sand, pulsing with an intelligence that can reshape humanity itself.
Through fragments of memory, strange recordings, and a dream within a dream, he uncovers how the world was once saved… and how it might awaken again.
🜂 The Sphere blends surreal storytelling with cinematic sound design, exploring the boundaries between technology and transformation, memory and reality, control and surrender.
🎙️ Not Your Average Dream is a podcast where subconscious worlds meet cinematic storytelling.
Each episode explores a vivid dream, real, recorded, and reimagined through sound, revealing the strange beauty hidden between waking and forgetting.
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<b>I have learned to trust</b><b>the hours before dawn.</b><b>In that hush memory loosens and the mind</b><b>wanders past the normal</b><b>fence of reason and time,</b><b>stitched together by desire and fear and</b><b>the small truths that</b><b>are not ready to be named.</b><b>Each morning before the light washes the</b><b>seams away, I record what I remember.</b><b>I am Matt Brennan and this</b><b>is not your average dream.</b><b>The dream begins in a</b><b>sky that does not blink.</b><b>The world has already changed but most of</b><b>us do not know it yet,</b><b>with the sound of silence</b><b>too large for one world.</b><b>Somewhere a sphere has landed, not with</b><b>thunder, not with flame,</b><b>simply there like it had always</b><b>been embedded in the Earth's crust and</b><b>everything had already</b><b>arranged itself around the quiet</b><b>gravity of its will, humming a tone that</b><b>makes the ocean shiver.</b><b>People begin to change first at the</b><b>edges, the way frost crawls along window.</b><b>A cheekbone slants, a jaw unhooks, eyes</b><b>turn dark and tilt wider</b><b>than human, glossy like</b><b>white stones.</b><b>Bodies remain mostly intact as if the</b><b>blueprint resists the</b><b>edit, but the faces slip into</b><b>something bat-made,</b><b>nocturnal, built for sonar and shack.</b><b>On sidewalk and subway platforms, they</b><b>wear masks that cover</b><b>their metamorphosis, like</b><b>every day is a tired Halloween, and they</b><b>carry balloons, that is the tell.</b><b>Some orbs tether to wrists and shopping</b><b>bags, drifting in</b><b>clusters of five or ten, bobbing</b><b>in little</b><b>constellations above their heads.</b><b>If you saw the balloons, you knew</b><b>something had taken root.</b><b>I remember thinking, this is how the end</b><b>would look, not with</b><b>sirens, but with balloon strings.</b><b>I began to record not just</b><b>what I saw, but how it moved.</b><b>Street corners at dusk were light</b><b>stretched to long and</b><b>thin, alleyways glistening with</b><b>the rain, holding reflections that didn't</b><b>always match the people who cast them.</b><b>Every night I watched a little closer,</b><b>patterns began to surface,</b><b>the nearer people were to</b><b>a single point on the map, the faster</b><b>they changed, the faces</b><b>reshaping into the quiet,</b><b>gestures turning less</b><b>human and more deliberate.</b><b>Sometimes I would see them pass the</b><b>doorways without touching the handle.</b><b>The doors just opened as it</b><b>recognized their true owners.</b><b>Arizona.</b><b>That's where it began.</b><b>The clues and the signs point to there, a</b><b>place the satellites</b><b>read as an empty desert</b><b>until something landed there, not with</b><b>impact or flame, but with intention.</b><b>The sphere arrived in silence, embedding</b><b>itself deep beneath the</b><b>sand, humming in a frequency</b><b>the earth had never known.</b><b>From that moment, the</b><b>world started to change.</b><b>A signal, faint, but constant, rippled</b><b>downwards rewriting the</b><b>life one cell at a time.</b><b>The closer you were to Arizona, the</b><b>faster the transformation took hold.</b><b>Farther away, the mutation slowed, like</b><b>echoes losing strength with distance.</b><b>I mapped it, the incidents, the</b><b>sightings, the faces</b><b>shifting under masks.</b><b>Every line I drew curved back</b><b>to the same point, the origin.</b><b>A hundred miles north of Phoenix, a blank</b><b>patch of satellites</b><b>refused to render, a void</b><b>in the image, and that's how I knew.</b><b>The sphere was there, waiting, calling.</b><b>In the midst of this</b><b>reflection, I called Dory.</b><b>We need to fly, I tell him.</b><b>Nor commercial routes, we go ourselves.</b><b>You have a pilot's license, he asks?</b><b>I have a need, I say, and a map.</b><b>We drive for hours through the roads that</b><b>feel like they have been erased and drawn</b><b>again by a tired hand.</b><b>The sky is a sheet of muted steel.</b><b>The town of Abbotsford unfolds in front</b><b>of us as a college of</b><b>hangers and gravel and</b><b>trimmed grass.</b><b>Is this not the right place?</b><b>It has done an</b><b>excellent job of pretending.</b><b>Things land close enough</b><b>to the shape of the horizon.</b><b>The approach is tight, almost reckless,</b><b>as the air is crowded</b><b>with invisible furniture.</b><b>Two Cessnas kiss the runway, bounce,</b><b>settle, and the taxi</b><b>towards the chain link gates</b><b>where, impossibly, there is a gas station</b><b>pump like you would</b><b>see on a highway exit.</b><b>Pilots hop down, swipe their carts, and</b><b>click their gas nozzles.</b><b>The smell of fuel is clean and bitter.</b><b>They top up, nod wave, and off they go.</b><b>The gate lifts with a chirp, and each</b><b>small aircraft rolls</b><b>away to its private den.</b><b>We watch them like</b><b>tourists at a tide-wool.</b><b>Busy day, Dory says.</b><b>Or busy world, I say.</b><b>We head towards the office where a</b><b>plastic sign promises.</b><b>Pilot training, walk-ins welcome.</b><b>The wind carries voices that do not</b><b>belong to the bodies.</b><b>Inside the receptionist smiles with a</b><b>face that is perfectly</b><b>human, which makes me suspicious</b><b>in a way that is unfair to her.</b><b>"Our instructor?"</b><b>I ask.</b><b>She checks a screen, frowns lightly.</b><b>"You're booked at the other field."</b><b>"The other field?"</b><b>Dory repeats, like a line from a play</b><b>that takes darker turn into act two.</b><b>Outside, the planes keep landing, closer</b><b>and closer as drawn by</b><b>something magnetic just</b><b>beneath the ground.</b><b>We get back in the</b><b>car, and we turn around.</b><b>In the rear-view mirror, a cluster of</b><b>balloons lift the fence</b><b>line and drift like a small</b><b>planet's torn from orbit.</b><b>Night folds down.</b><b>The streets shine with fresh rain, every</b><b>sidewalk like a mirror.</b><b>I step into the two-story restaurant that</b><b>has decided to keep its doors open to the</b><b>weather.</b><b>Warm lights, neon accents that hum at the</b><b>edges, a bar on the main</b><b>floor where the bottles</b><b>catch purple and blue.</b><b>Upstairs, a side room holds a few people</b><b>whose names hover just</b><b>out of reach, like a word</b><b>on the tip of your tongue</b><b>when you need it the most.</b><b>A child follows me from the hallway to</b><b>the table and back again,</b><b>light steps like a sparrow</b><b>that has learned to become a person.</b><b>"You have to stay here," I say gently,</b><b>guiding them to the side room.</b><b>"I have to check on a few things."</b><b>Downstairs, the bartender, the child's</b><b>mother, moving fast.</b><b>She slides the bottles across the</b><b>counter, wipes spills, calls orders.</b><b>Her hair falls loose to the curls that</b><b>catch light like a copper wire.</b><b>"Your kid's upstairs," I tell her.</b><b>"You need to watch your kid.</b><b>I am not responsible, not tonight."</b><b>She meets my eyes a second too long and</b><b>then nods without meaning it.</b><b>There is exhaustion there, maybe fear,</b><b>maybe something deeper.</b><b>Somehow we take a photo.</b><b>I do not remember asking for that.</b><b>But later my phone cycles through the</b><b>faces like a carousel.</b><b>It lands on hers, the bartender.</b><b>I keep tagging,</b><b>deleting, saving like a prayer.</b><b>I make a contact card as it could anchor</b><b>the child to a name and</b><b>a home in a world that</b><b>is slowly melting at the edges.</b><b>I see the child again.</b><b>"Stay with your mother, please," I say.</b><b>The child looks at me with a clear,</b><b>unfair, trust kids give to</b><b>people who sound certain.</b><b>The child nods once before I leave and</b><b>for a moment I wonder</b><b>if a mask on their face</b><b>hides more than their skin.</b><b>In the morning we drove south, endless</b><b>highway, pale desert,</b><b>swallowing the horizon.</b><b>The farther we went, the heavier the air</b><b>became, like walking into static.</b><b>Every mile closer, radio</b><b>signals bled into white noise.</b><b>The compass spun crazy</b><b>circles on the dashboard.</b><b>By the time we reached Arizona, we were</b><b>100 miles away from the sphere.</b><b>Close enough to feel</b><b>it, too far to see it.</b><b>The air itself</b><b>buzzed, faint but constant.</b><b>Our base camp sat in the dust.</b><b>An RV park twisted around a roller</b><b>coaster park that</b><b>shouldn't have it existed.</b><b>Metal tracks looped above the desert</b><b>brush, skeletons a</b><b>thrill against the night.</b><b>I'm told it's normal here and I believe</b><b>it because I want the</b><b>world to keep its oddities.</b><b>As we left camp to head towards the</b><b>sphere, the roller</b><b>coaster cars reared and roared</b><b>to life, rattling up the incline.</b><b>At the peak, a stream of gears, a burst</b><b>of sparks and then chaos.</b><b>The last three cars broke free and</b><b>slammed into the service</b><b>walkway, smoke pouring out</b><b>of a breath from a wounded animal.</b><b>Six passengers stumbled out, coughing,</b><b>silhouetted against the stand.</b><b>The rest of the train kept running,</b><b>empty, wild, chasing its</b><b>own tail in the sparks and</b><b>the wind.</b><b>People ran for the exits.</b><b>They walked along the steep track, eyes</b><b>bright with the simple</b><b>joy that comes from still</b><b>being alive, the kind that reminds me</b><b>your life is a thin</b><b>bridge you cross every day</b><b>without looking down.</b><b>I watched the smoke rise, black against</b><b>the stars, and then above</b><b>it, more balloons, floating</b><b>tethered to nothing.</b><b>This is when I knew the</b><b>sphere's reach was close.</b><b>It was changing the air itself.</b><b>Later that day, I realized I had a kit.</b><b>I don't remember how I acquired it.</b><b>It's a hard case, olive green, with foam</b><b>inside cut to precise shapes.</b><b>Two keys settled in their nest with a</b><b>click that feels like a promise.</b><b>One is shaped like a teardrop and the</b><b>other narrow, brushed</b><b>metal cylinder with three</b><b>prongs at the tip.</b><b>The case smells faintly</b><b>of own zone and old paper.</b><b>The kit is not a weapon.</b><b>It is a language.</b><b>A sequence must be performed not once but</b><b>in rhythm like the lock that</b><b>listens more than it turns.</b><b>Plug it into that. Flip this. Wait. Flip</b><b>it back. Hold your breath</b><b>for it counts while the light</b><b>moves from red to white. Repeat. Do not</b><b>skip. The order matters. I write the</b><b>steps on the inside of</b><b>my wrist with the pen that begins to fall</b><b>at the halfway point. I fill</b><b>the rest of the symbols that</b><b>only make sense to the version of me who</b><b>has been standing there that day.</b><b>Knuckles dusty, sun loud</b><b>in my ears. The scene shakes loose and I</b><b>wake. Not in my bed but in</b><b>another room in the same dream.</b><b>The first dream had already happened. Now</b><b>it was somewhere after</b><b>standing in the echo of what we</b><b>done. Screens flickered around me.</b><b>Archive recordings, camera feeds,</b><b>fragment memories of</b><b>a looping like an old film. At this</b><b>moment I was searching for</b><b>Mitch. An old friend, a mentor.</b><b>He had helped me face the sphere back</b><b>when it actually happened.</b><b>He had been there when it</b><b>ended and now he is gone. I call his name</b><b>across the empty digital</b><b>room. Mitch are you there?</b><b>No reply. Just static. I found a laptop</b><b>in the room that I was in.</b><b>I started frantically going</b><b>through the folders on the laptop looking</b><b>for answers. I open up file</b><b>after file and then a voice.</b><b>His voice. Matt we didn't. Don't forget</b><b>how. A two-minute recording too short to</b><b>explain what we did.</b><b>There had to be more. I reached out to</b><b>another friend by instant</b><b>messaging. Aaron check the</b><b>servers I tell him. There's another</b><b>recording a longer one. I</b><b>remember what we did but I need</b><b>proof. Minutes passed then a reply glows</b><b>on the screen. Found</b><b>it. The words exclaimed.</b><b>An hour and a half recording. I hit play</b><b>and the truth appeared. The</b><b>footage shows us ascending</b><b>a spiral staircase inside the sphere. A</b><b>staircase that seemed to be</b><b>covered out of the negative</b><b>space between atoms. Each step hums</b><b>underfoot. The inner skin of the sphere</b><b>is not metal not stone.</b><b>It feels like the air has taught us to</b><b>carry a new weight.</b><b>Below us the creatures move.</b><b>Bat-jawed master balloons drift like</b><b>planets inside a black</b><b>model of the solar system.</b><b>They do not look up or if they do they do</b><b>not see us as something to</b><b>look at. Mitch studies the</b><b>camera and focuses on me. You ready?</b><b>yelled Mitch and my voice</b><b>from the other version myself</b><b>came back through the speakers. No but I</b><b>am here. We were saving the</b><b>world and neither of us truly</b><b>believe it would work. Yet we climbed</b><b>higher into the heart of the</b><b>impossible. Keep your breathing</b><b>even. Mitch says on the recording. I'm</b><b>busy trying not to be a</b><b>myth. I answer in panic</b><b>and hearing my own voice from the archive</b><b>makes the room tilt. At</b><b>the summit we found a chamber</b><b>suspended in perfect geometry. No seams</b><b>no edges only the</b><b>illusion of a floor that appeared</b><b>when we stepped forward. We set the kit</b><b>down. The surface beneath</b><b>it rippled like liquid glass.</b><b>The teardrop began to glow brighter</b><b>synchronizing with the</b><b>heartbeat of the sphere itself.</b><b>A deep vibration crawled up through our</b><b>boots through our bones.</b><b>This is it. Mitch whispered.</b><b>If we break the sequence it resets. He</b><b>looked at me. We do this</b><b>together. I nodded always.</b><b>We began. Connect the prongs. Rotate.</b><b>Hold the breath for four</b><b>counts. The sphere responded.</b><b>Pulses a light racing up the inner walls</b><b>folding inward towards the center.</b><b>The sound was a thunder muffled by water</b><b>endless and low. Next step</b><b>Mitch said slide the teardrop.</b><b>I did. The surface accepted it like a key</b><b>into an ancient lock. A</b><b>harmonic tone filled the air</b><b>pure and deep the kind that makes your</b><b>chest ache. The lights</b><b>along the walls contracted.</b><b>Billions of tiny stars collapsing into</b><b>one. For a moment</b><b>everything stilled and then the world</b><b>exhaling for the first time. The sphere</b><b>released. The pulse</b><b>stopped. The people's mask below</b><b>dissolved like smoke. People fell to</b><b>their knees touching their</b><b>face as they were rediscovering</b><b>themselves for the first time. The</b><b>balloons burst in silence. Tiny flashes</b><b>drifting pieces of light</b><b>fading into the air. We had done it. We</b><b>had ended it. Mitch smiled exhausted</b><b>sweat cutting through</b><b>the dust in his face. If ever it comes</b><b>back he said you'll know</b><b>what to do. The sphere opened</b><b>above us. A wound in the sky healing in</b><b>reverse. A ship curved in</b><b>silver lifted quietly from its</b><b>heart ascending into the stars as it</b><b>became nothing but a bright</b><b>point. Mitch stayed behind</b><b>in the light and then he was gone.</b><b>Months later, the city</b><b>feels like a body after a fever.</b><b>Cooler, grateful, unsure what</b><b>to do with the extra breath.</b><b>I sit in an open coffee bar where the</b><b>doors were always open</b><b>and the espresso is</b><b>always slightly too bitter</b><b>in a way I appreciate.</b><b>Across from me, someone new is listening.</b><b>I tell them everything,</b><b>not for proof, but for peace.</b><b>The kit that had the key</b><b>is on the table between us.</b><b>A green square like any other luggage</b><b>you might not want to leave unattended.</b><b>I have kept it, I wish I had not,</b><b>but wishes are not contract.</b><b>The teardrop key glows</b><b>softly through the foam cutouts</b><b>and a pulse like a sleeping heart.</b><b>I pick it up to show</b><b>the curious stranger.</b><b>It is lighter than I remember</b><b>and the texture is smoother</b><b>as something had polished it.</b><b>I remove the keys from the case.</b><b>The metal feels warm in my</b><b>hand as I press the symbol.</b><b>It clicks from locked to unlocked.</b><b>For a breath, I freeze.</b><b>Did I just wake the thing again?</b><b>I hide it quickly,</b><b>climbing up on the chair,</b><b>sliding up in above the rafters</b><b>where the dust in the</b><b>cobwebs will cradle it.</b><b>"Just changing a light</b><b>bulb," I say to the barista.</b><b>When I sit back down,</b><b>the cafe looks unchanged,</b><b>but deep in the air,</b><b>I swear I can feel a faint vibration,</b><b>the kind that waits.</b><b>Sometimes I wonder if the</b><b>dream invented the evidence</b><b>so that I would feel the weight</b><b>of responsibility in the morning.</b><b>Sometimes I think the</b><b>evidence invented the dream</b><b>because it needed a</b><b>messenger with a pocket.</b><b>I think about the</b><b>child of the upstairs room</b><b>and the woman behind the bar</b><b>and how the names anchor us to ourselves.</b><b>I think about the balloons</b><b>and the way that they mark</b><b>the changed ones with a</b><b>strange, almost playful flag.</b><b>I reflect on the wrong airport,</b><b>the fuel pumps hidden behind the gate</b><b>and how the routines persist</b><b>even as the world around shifts.</b><b>"N. Mitch," his voice in</b><b>the recording, calm and sure,</b><b>promising that endings are</b><b>only another kind of beginning.</b><b>He taught me the</b><b>courage doesn't always roar,</b><b>and sometimes it just</b><b>whispers, "Slide, key."</b><b>If you ever see balloons</b><b>gathered where they shouldn't be,</b><b>look up, listen to the end of the bell</b><b>beneath the noise of the world,</b><b>and remember, somewhere,</b><b>the lock is still waiting for its key.</b><b>I'm not afraid of the sphere.</b><b>I'm afraid of the button inside of me</b><b>that wants to press it again,</b><b>just to confirm that the story was real.</b><b>I'm Matt Brennan, and this</b><b>is not your average dream.</b><b>The door is open, step inside,</b><b>and welcome to the beginning of the end.</b>
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