Not your Average Dream

The Sphere - A Dream of Transformation and Control

Matt Brennan Episode 3

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When a mysterious sphere lands deep in the Arizona desert, the world begins to change quietly, at first.

Faces deform. Identities rewrite themselves. And the air hums with a signal no one can hear.

In this haunting sci-fi dream, Matt Brennan follows the trail of the infected to the origin point: a sphere buried beneath the sand, pulsing with an intelligence that can reshape humanity itself.

Through fragments of memory, strange recordings, and a dream within a dream, he uncovers how the world was once saved… and how it might awaken again.

🜂 The Sphere blends surreal storytelling with cinematic sound design, exploring the boundaries between technology and transformation, memory and reality, control and surrender.

🎙️ Not Your Average Dream is a podcast where subconscious worlds meet cinematic storytelling.

Each episode explores a vivid dream, real, recorded, and reimagined through sound, revealing the strange beauty hidden between waking and forgetting.

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<b>I have learned to trust</b><b>the hours before dawn.</b><b>In that hush memory loosens and the mind</b><b>wanders past the normal</b><b>fence of reason and time,</b><b>stitched together by desire and fear and</b><b>the small truths that</b><b>are not ready to be named.</b><b>Each morning before the light washes the</b><b>seams away, I record what I remember.</b><b>I am Matt Brennan and this</b><b>is not your average dream.</b><b>The dream begins in a</b><b>sky that does not blink.</b><b>The world has already changed but most of</b><b>us do not know it yet,</b><b>with the sound of silence</b><b>too large for one world.</b><b>Somewhere a sphere has landed, not with</b><b>thunder, not with flame,</b><b>simply there like it had always</b><b>been embedded in the Earth's crust and</b><b>everything had already</b><b>arranged itself around the quiet</b><b>gravity of its will, humming a tone that</b><b>makes the ocean shiver.</b><b>People begin to change first at the</b><b>edges, the way frost crawls along window.</b><b>A cheekbone slants, a jaw unhooks, eyes</b><b>turn dark and tilt wider</b><b>than human, glossy like</b><b>white stones.</b><b>Bodies remain mostly intact as if the</b><b>blueprint resists the</b><b>edit, but the faces slip into</b><b>something bat-made,</b><b>nocturnal, built for sonar and shack.</b><b>On sidewalk and subway platforms, they</b><b>wear masks that cover</b><b>their metamorphosis, like</b><b>every day is a tired Halloween, and they</b><b>carry balloons, that is the tell.</b><b>Some orbs tether to wrists and shopping</b><b>bags, drifting in</b><b>clusters of five or ten, bobbing</b><b>in little</b><b>constellations above their heads.</b><b>If you saw the balloons, you knew</b><b>something had taken root.</b><b>I remember thinking, this is how the end</b><b>would look, not with</b><b>sirens, but with balloon strings.</b><b>I began to record not just</b><b>what I saw, but how it moved.</b><b>Street corners at dusk were light</b><b>stretched to long and</b><b>thin, alleyways glistening with</b><b>the rain, holding reflections that didn't</b><b>always match the people who cast them.</b><b>Every night I watched a little closer,</b><b>patterns began to surface,</b><b>the nearer people were to</b><b>a single point on the map, the faster</b><b>they changed, the faces</b><b>reshaping into the quiet,</b><b>gestures turning less</b><b>human and more deliberate.</b><b>Sometimes I would see them pass the</b><b>doorways without touching the handle.</b><b>The doors just opened as it</b><b>recognized their true owners.</b><b>Arizona.</b><b>That's where it began.</b><b>The clues and the signs point to there, a</b><b>place the satellites</b><b>read as an empty desert</b><b>until something landed there, not with</b><b>impact or flame, but with intention.</b><b>The sphere arrived in silence, embedding</b><b>itself deep beneath the</b><b>sand, humming in a frequency</b><b>the earth had never known.</b><b>From that moment, the</b><b>world started to change.</b><b>A signal, faint, but constant, rippled</b><b>downwards rewriting the</b><b>life one cell at a time.</b><b>The closer you were to Arizona, the</b><b>faster the transformation took hold.</b><b>Farther away, the mutation slowed, like</b><b>echoes losing strength with distance.</b><b>I mapped it, the incidents, the</b><b>sightings, the faces</b><b>shifting under masks.</b><b>Every line I drew curved back</b><b>to the same point, the origin.</b><b>A hundred miles north of Phoenix, a blank</b><b>patch of satellites</b><b>refused to render, a void</b><b>in the image, and that's how I knew.</b><b>The sphere was there, waiting, calling.</b><b>In the midst of this</b><b>reflection, I called Dory.</b><b>We need to fly, I tell him.</b><b>Nor commercial routes, we go ourselves.</b><b>You have a pilot's license, he asks?</b><b>I have a need, I say, and a map.</b><b>We drive for hours through the roads that</b><b>feel like they have been erased and drawn</b><b>again by a tired hand.</b><b>The sky is a sheet of muted steel.</b><b>The town of Abbotsford unfolds in front</b><b>of us as a college of</b><b>hangers and gravel and</b><b>trimmed grass.</b><b>Is this not the right place?</b><b>It has done an</b><b>excellent job of pretending.</b><b>Things land close enough</b><b>to the shape of the horizon.</b><b>The approach is tight, almost reckless,</b><b>as the air is crowded</b><b>with invisible furniture.</b><b>Two Cessnas kiss the runway, bounce,</b><b>settle, and the taxi</b><b>towards the chain link gates</b><b>where, impossibly, there is a gas station</b><b>pump like you would</b><b>see on a highway exit.</b><b>Pilots hop down, swipe their carts, and</b><b>click their gas nozzles.</b><b>The smell of fuel is clean and bitter.</b><b>They top up, nod wave, and off they go.</b><b>The gate lifts with a chirp, and each</b><b>small aircraft rolls</b><b>away to its private den.</b><b>We watch them like</b><b>tourists at a tide-wool.</b><b>Busy day, Dory says.</b><b>Or busy world, I say.</b><b>We head towards the office where a</b><b>plastic sign promises.</b><b>Pilot training, walk-ins welcome.</b><b>The wind carries voices that do not</b><b>belong to the bodies.</b><b>Inside the receptionist smiles with a</b><b>face that is perfectly</b><b>human, which makes me suspicious</b><b>in a way that is unfair to her.</b><b>"Our instructor?"</b><b>I ask.</b><b>She checks a screen, frowns lightly.</b><b>"You're booked at the other field."</b><b>"The other field?"</b><b>Dory repeats, like a line from a play</b><b>that takes darker turn into act two.</b><b>Outside, the planes keep landing, closer</b><b>and closer as drawn by</b><b>something magnetic just</b><b>beneath the ground.</b><b>We get back in the</b><b>car, and we turn around.</b><b>In the rear-view mirror, a cluster of</b><b>balloons lift the fence</b><b>line and drift like a small</b><b>planet's torn from orbit.</b><b>Night folds down.</b><b>The streets shine with fresh rain, every</b><b>sidewalk like a mirror.</b><b>I step into the two-story restaurant that</b><b>has decided to keep its doors open to the</b><b>weather.</b><b>Warm lights, neon accents that hum at the</b><b>edges, a bar on the main</b><b>floor where the bottles</b><b>catch purple and blue.</b><b>Upstairs, a side room holds a few people</b><b>whose names hover just</b><b>out of reach, like a word</b><b>on the tip of your tongue</b><b>when you need it the most.</b><b>A child follows me from the hallway to</b><b>the table and back again,</b><b>light steps like a sparrow</b><b>that has learned to become a person.</b><b>"You have to stay here," I say gently,</b><b>guiding them to the side room.</b><b>"I have to check on a few things."</b><b>Downstairs, the bartender, the child's</b><b>mother, moving fast.</b><b>She slides the bottles across the</b><b>counter, wipes spills, calls orders.</b><b>Her hair falls loose to the curls that</b><b>catch light like a copper wire.</b><b>"Your kid's upstairs," I tell her.</b><b>"You need to watch your kid.</b><b>I am not responsible, not tonight."</b><b>She meets my eyes a second too long and</b><b>then nods without meaning it.</b><b>There is exhaustion there, maybe fear,</b><b>maybe something deeper.</b><b>Somehow we take a photo.</b><b>I do not remember asking for that.</b><b>But later my phone cycles through the</b><b>faces like a carousel.</b><b>It lands on hers, the bartender.</b><b>I keep tagging,</b><b>deleting, saving like a prayer.</b><b>I make a contact card as it could anchor</b><b>the child to a name and</b><b>a home in a world that</b><b>is slowly melting at the edges.</b><b>I see the child again.</b><b>"Stay with your mother, please," I say.</b><b>The child looks at me with a clear,</b><b>unfair, trust kids give to</b><b>people who sound certain.</b><b>The child nods once before I leave and</b><b>for a moment I wonder</b><b>if a mask on their face</b><b>hides more than their skin.</b><b>In the morning we drove south, endless</b><b>highway, pale desert,</b><b>swallowing the horizon.</b><b>The farther we went, the heavier the air</b><b>became, like walking into static.</b><b>Every mile closer, radio</b><b>signals bled into white noise.</b><b>The compass spun crazy</b><b>circles on the dashboard.</b><b>By the time we reached Arizona, we were</b><b>100 miles away from the sphere.</b><b>Close enough to feel</b><b>it, too far to see it.</b><b>The air itself</b><b>buzzed, faint but constant.</b><b>Our base camp sat in the dust.</b><b>An RV park twisted around a roller</b><b>coaster park that</b><b>shouldn't have it existed.</b><b>Metal tracks looped above the desert</b><b>brush, skeletons a</b><b>thrill against the night.</b><b>I'm told it's normal here and I believe</b><b>it because I want the</b><b>world to keep its oddities.</b><b>As we left camp to head towards the</b><b>sphere, the roller</b><b>coaster cars reared and roared</b><b>to life, rattling up the incline.</b><b>At the peak, a stream of gears, a burst</b><b>of sparks and then chaos.</b><b>The last three cars broke free and</b><b>slammed into the service</b><b>walkway, smoke pouring out</b><b>of a breath from a wounded animal.</b><b>Six passengers stumbled out, coughing,</b><b>silhouetted against the stand.</b><b>The rest of the train kept running,</b><b>empty, wild, chasing its</b><b>own tail in the sparks and</b><b>the wind.</b><b>People ran for the exits.</b><b>They walked along the steep track, eyes</b><b>bright with the simple</b><b>joy that comes from still</b><b>being alive, the kind that reminds me</b><b>your life is a thin</b><b>bridge you cross every day</b><b>without looking down.</b><b>I watched the smoke rise, black against</b><b>the stars, and then above</b><b>it, more balloons, floating</b><b>tethered to nothing.</b><b>This is when I knew the</b><b>sphere's reach was close.</b><b>It was changing the air itself.</b><b>Later that day, I realized I had a kit.</b><b>I don't remember how I acquired it.</b><b>It's a hard case, olive green, with foam</b><b>inside cut to precise shapes.</b><b>Two keys settled in their nest with a</b><b>click that feels like a promise.</b><b>One is shaped like a teardrop and the</b><b>other narrow, brushed</b><b>metal cylinder with three</b><b>prongs at the tip.</b><b>The case smells faintly</b><b>of own zone and old paper.</b><b>The kit is not a weapon.</b><b>It is a language.</b><b>A sequence must be performed not once but</b><b>in rhythm like the lock that</b><b>listens more than it turns.</b><b>Plug it into that. Flip this. Wait. Flip</b><b>it back. Hold your breath</b><b>for it counts while the light</b><b>moves from red to white. Repeat. Do not</b><b>skip. The order matters. I write the</b><b>steps on the inside of</b><b>my wrist with the pen that begins to fall</b><b>at the halfway point. I fill</b><b>the rest of the symbols that</b><b>only make sense to the version of me who</b><b>has been standing there that day.</b><b>Knuckles dusty, sun loud</b><b>in my ears. The scene shakes loose and I</b><b>wake. Not in my bed but in</b><b>another room in the same dream.</b><b>The first dream had already happened. Now</b><b>it was somewhere after</b><b>standing in the echo of what we</b><b>done. Screens flickered around me.</b><b>Archive recordings, camera feeds,</b><b>fragment memories of</b><b>a looping like an old film. At this</b><b>moment I was searching for</b><b>Mitch. An old friend, a mentor.</b><b>He had helped me face the sphere back</b><b>when it actually happened.</b><b>He had been there when it</b><b>ended and now he is gone. I call his name</b><b>across the empty digital</b><b>room. Mitch are you there?</b><b>No reply. Just static. I found a laptop</b><b>in the room that I was in.</b><b>I started frantically going</b><b>through the folders on the laptop looking</b><b>for answers. I open up file</b><b>after file and then a voice.</b><b>His voice. Matt we didn't. Don't forget</b><b>how. A two-minute recording too short to</b><b>explain what we did.</b><b>There had to be more. I reached out to</b><b>another friend by instant</b><b>messaging. Aaron check the</b><b>servers I tell him. There's another</b><b>recording a longer one. I</b><b>remember what we did but I need</b><b>proof. Minutes passed then a reply glows</b><b>on the screen. Found</b><b>it. The words exclaimed.</b><b>An hour and a half recording. I hit play</b><b>and the truth appeared. The</b><b>footage shows us ascending</b><b>a spiral staircase inside the sphere. A</b><b>staircase that seemed to be</b><b>covered out of the negative</b><b>space between atoms. Each step hums</b><b>underfoot. The inner skin of the sphere</b><b>is not metal not stone.</b><b>It feels like the air has taught us to</b><b>carry a new weight.</b><b>Below us the creatures move.</b><b>Bat-jawed master balloons drift like</b><b>planets inside a black</b><b>model of the solar system.</b><b>They do not look up or if they do they do</b><b>not see us as something to</b><b>look at. Mitch studies the</b><b>camera and focuses on me. You ready?</b><b>yelled Mitch and my voice</b><b>from the other version myself</b><b>came back through the speakers. No but I</b><b>am here. We were saving the</b><b>world and neither of us truly</b><b>believe it would work. Yet we climbed</b><b>higher into the heart of the</b><b>impossible. Keep your breathing</b><b>even. Mitch says on the recording. I'm</b><b>busy trying not to be a</b><b>myth. I answer in panic</b><b>and hearing my own voice from the archive</b><b>makes the room tilt. At</b><b>the summit we found a chamber</b><b>suspended in perfect geometry. No seams</b><b>no edges only the</b><b>illusion of a floor that appeared</b><b>when we stepped forward. We set the kit</b><b>down. The surface beneath</b><b>it rippled like liquid glass.</b><b>The teardrop began to glow brighter</b><b>synchronizing with the</b><b>heartbeat of the sphere itself.</b><b>A deep vibration crawled up through our</b><b>boots through our bones.</b><b>This is it. Mitch whispered.</b><b>If we break the sequence it resets. He</b><b>looked at me. We do this</b><b>together. I nodded always.</b><b>We began. Connect the prongs. Rotate.</b><b>Hold the breath for four</b><b>counts. The sphere responded.</b><b>Pulses a light racing up the inner walls</b><b>folding inward towards the center.</b><b>The sound was a thunder muffled by water</b><b>endless and low. Next step</b><b>Mitch said slide the teardrop.</b><b>I did. The surface accepted it like a key</b><b>into an ancient lock. A</b><b>harmonic tone filled the air</b><b>pure and deep the kind that makes your</b><b>chest ache. The lights</b><b>along the walls contracted.</b><b>Billions of tiny stars collapsing into</b><b>one. For a moment</b><b>everything stilled and then the world</b><b>exhaling for the first time. The sphere</b><b>released. The pulse</b><b>stopped. The people's mask below</b><b>dissolved like smoke. People fell to</b><b>their knees touching their</b><b>face as they were rediscovering</b><b>themselves for the first time. The</b><b>balloons burst in silence. Tiny flashes</b><b>drifting pieces of light</b><b>fading into the air. We had done it. We</b><b>had ended it. Mitch smiled exhausted</b><b>sweat cutting through</b><b>the dust in his face. If ever it comes</b><b>back he said you'll know</b><b>what to do. The sphere opened</b><b>above us. A wound in the sky healing in</b><b>reverse. A ship curved in</b><b>silver lifted quietly from its</b><b>heart ascending into the stars as it</b><b>became nothing but a bright</b><b>point. Mitch stayed behind</b><b>in the light and then he was gone.</b><b>Months later, the city</b><b>feels like a body after a fever.</b><b>Cooler, grateful, unsure what</b><b>to do with the extra breath.</b><b>I sit in an open coffee bar where the</b><b>doors were always open</b><b>and the espresso is</b><b>always slightly too bitter</b><b>in a way I appreciate.</b><b>Across from me, someone new is listening.</b><b>I tell them everything,</b><b>not for proof, but for peace.</b><b>The kit that had the key</b><b>is on the table between us.</b><b>A green square like any other luggage</b><b>you might not want to leave unattended.</b><b>I have kept it, I wish I had not,</b><b>but wishes are not contract.</b><b>The teardrop key glows</b><b>softly through the foam cutouts</b><b>and a pulse like a sleeping heart.</b><b>I pick it up to show</b><b>the curious stranger.</b><b>It is lighter than I remember</b><b>and the texture is smoother</b><b>as something had polished it.</b><b>I remove the keys from the case.</b><b>The metal feels warm in my</b><b>hand as I press the symbol.</b><b>It clicks from locked to unlocked.</b><b>For a breath, I freeze.</b><b>Did I just wake the thing again?</b><b>I hide it quickly,</b><b>climbing up on the chair,</b><b>sliding up in above the rafters</b><b>where the dust in the</b><b>cobwebs will cradle it.</b><b>"Just changing a light</b><b>bulb," I say to the barista.</b><b>When I sit back down,</b><b>the cafe looks unchanged,</b><b>but deep in the air,</b><b>I swear I can feel a faint vibration,</b><b>the kind that waits.</b><b>Sometimes I wonder if the</b><b>dream invented the evidence</b><b>so that I would feel the weight</b><b>of responsibility in the morning.</b><b>Sometimes I think the</b><b>evidence invented the dream</b><b>because it needed a</b><b>messenger with a pocket.</b><b>I think about the</b><b>child of the upstairs room</b><b>and the woman behind the bar</b><b>and how the names anchor us to ourselves.</b><b>I think about the balloons</b><b>and the way that they mark</b><b>the changed ones with a</b><b>strange, almost playful flag.</b><b>I reflect on the wrong airport,</b><b>the fuel pumps hidden behind the gate</b><b>and how the routines persist</b><b>even as the world around shifts.</b><b>"N. Mitch," his voice in</b><b>the recording, calm and sure,</b><b>promising that endings are</b><b>only another kind of beginning.</b><b>He taught me the</b><b>courage doesn't always roar,</b><b>and sometimes it just</b><b>whispers, "Slide, key."</b><b>If you ever see balloons</b><b>gathered where they shouldn't be,</b><b>look up, listen to the end of the bell</b><b>beneath the noise of the world,</b><b>and remember, somewhere,</b><b>the lock is still waiting for its key.</b><b>I'm not afraid of the sphere.</b><b>I'm afraid of the button inside of me</b><b>that wants to press it again,</b><b>just to confirm that the story was real.</b><b>I'm Matt Brennan, and this</b><b>is not your average dream.</b><b>The door is open, step inside,</b><b>and welcome to the beginning of the end.</b>

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